On May 9th, 2015 my life would forever be altered, never to be the same as I once knew. The last words I heard was Yo mom I will be right back, minutes later we heard sirens blaring and a sense of death came over me as I looked at my daughter I said this is not going to be good. The next three days come as flashes in my mind because the life I once knew would never know again from the moment I was held against a wall screaming for my son to three days later leaving the hospital without my son that I had given birth to 16 years earlier. This is a mother’s pain of losing one of her children my baby boy that I can no longer hold or hear his voice. Forever missed and Forever loved Darrien Mack till we meet again.